No Thanks March

So, I don't even know where to begin. March 13th, 2010, my father Timothy J. Reges Sr. passed away peacefully in his bed. It has been about 10 days and we still are in shock over the whole thing. I'm feeling angry and confused in God's plan for our family, I'm not sure how long it's going to take for me to have an understanding or acceptance. So, for now, praying and family is my best bet.

Where is SPRING!?

Sooo, we've been getting teased with the warm weather and sunshine. Today I think it went up to 65 degrees or something, super awesome. I feel like we need to be sitting outside in the sun instead of trapped in the house right about now. If we get any kind of weather change, I'm going to have to keep telling myself it's 60 degrees so I can get through till summer.
Jackson has discovered how to "talk" in long spans. He honestly wakes up and just starts going. I swear the other morning he was saying, "girl girl girl girl" over and over again. It's hilarious to hear him pick up new sounds and how he's working through understanding how to say them all. He's turning in to such a little boy, it's exciting and sad all at the same time! Thank goodness there's another little Zirnsak on the way!! AHHH SURPRISE ENDING TO THIS POST!! October baby here we come!! :)

Trying to get things in place!

Sometimes I feel like things are just all over the place in my life. Things are coming together, this isn't working out, or that isn't happening like I want it to. But for the last few weeks, things have just been wonderful. And not to miss the fact that I have a new baby nephew born 2/28/10- baby boy Emmett is such a wonderful addition to our family!
I have a lot hanging over my head with the whole school thing, I was able to find the 2 classes I needed being offered over the summer and through the online campus. I just have to get it done this summer to avoid getting divorced. :)
Jackson is growing up so fast. He's going to be 11 months old on the 8th. I have been trying to throw around some ideas for a first birthday, but Matthew keeps shutting me down! I think we've some what agreed on a farm theme. It'll be awesome to have all the little boys (and Layla!) dressed up in farm attire! :)
I tried to sleep at my desk today for 20 minutes, didn't work out so well because the stupid phone kept ringing...